|Jayden on one of the rides|
We did manage to have a good time though, all things considered. but its always difficult to take a family to something like that without a whinge or two from the kids or mum and dad having a spit as well. I find myself always wanting our days to be perfect though and I've come to realize that that's just not a realistic goal. I'm beginning to think that maybe my expectations are too high and that maybe its just better to be happy with our new normal rather than wanting perfect. I just worry (there I go again) that with everything already happening to our family I just don't want all our memories to be sad ones and so I try to cram in as many fabulous and most of all happy days in their lives as I can. This has become very important tome. That we are happy, Especially for Jayden. Everyday I want him to see something new, try something new, and experience something new. I want a massive long checklist of things he should do in his life and spend the rest of his life checking them off. Today he can check of 'been to a massive amusement park in America'. Yesterday he checked of ' ate at California pizza restaurant with family and tomorrow we will think of something new again.
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