I just read my last blog entry back to myself and I cried. I cried because as I wrote I had kept all that emotion inside and when I read it back in full it poured out. Because that footage didn't just make me feel incredibly sad for that family but it also was another kick into my guts about the reality of my families lives.
Its scares me truly senseless that this boys story could be my sons one day and I'm crying because I'm scared as hell of that possibility.
I don't want to lose my son and I'm really and truly frightened that I will. Like a time bomb ticking, waiting, worrying that day may come.
I hate it. I hate cancer.
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